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Imogene4Jesus72
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Name: ::holla at ya *tabs*::
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus!,volleyball, theatre, music, scrapbooking, friends, traveling
Expertise: song writing and sign language
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AIM:  nemo940
Member Since:
7/9/2005
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| Dear goodness it's been a super long time since i've been on here. forgive my lack of capitilization. Ladies: You know this guy likes you. you know he wants to be with you. he has even admitted that. but he's scared to death of committement. he just wants to be "single" right now. well then why in the world did you ever start getting into something with me knowing very well what we both wanted to happen in the beginning?! you're just scared of not being able to do whatever you want whenever you want. basically is how i see it. chicken. freakin chicken of a man. not even a man. boy. step up and grow a pair and get what you want while you have it. cuz you know what, it won't stay here forever. it might just need to move on to a MAN who knows what he has when he has it. and you know what, you're gonna kick yourself in the face for it very soon if you don't wise up. your words and your actions, which people clearly see due to their constant comments, make you very un-single. everyone sees it. your best friend even thinks we're officially together. but no, you have to be difficult and keep me hanging on a string knowing what i want and knowing what you want but giving in to the greater fear of actually being happy and committed! heaven forbid!!! i'm tired of it. i gave up someone who would love me for real. i gave up someone who was willing to follow me to the ends of the earth if i said i would be with him. but no. i chose you. i chose the gamble. and i guess i lost. | | |
| so i'm not singing saturday night...i'm singing friday night *gasp* o dear i have to leave school early and get my down to g-burg to do a sound check talk about being nervous serious prayers please... o yea and thank God i'm done with this project it's stupid and i hate english phew there i feel better now if volleyball would just sort itself out :p tabs | | |
| stupid independent study...i hate it. mrs. millsaps really knows how to ruin a kid's Christmas break. seriously, who assigns a major / random book proj. during Christmas break ? we've got the rest of the flippin semester! seriously? she's crazy i swear. anyway...all of my notecards are almost done. having to write out completely on 5 x 8 cards=no fun. bleh!!! and catch-22 = crazy stupid. idk it was ok. i liked (semi-decently) teh last half...o dear gotta run! more later...dun dun dun! tabs | | |
| so i got 2nd place in the TCTC vocal competition. i do hope those of u who can will go and see me and pray that i don't throw up :) i'm sooooooooo stoked you have no idea ;) well, except maybe sam :) much love tabs | | |
| so i broke up with anthony today
and it was probably the hardest thing i've ever had to do
it sucked
o man
he was so set on marryin me
and i crushed his world
i feel like crap
but i really feel this what God wanted for me right now
so i'm at peace with this
it'll be ok..after all, it's in His hands..so i'm good
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